Fluctuate

I can't help but notice how everything has changed

It's been such a long time since I've seen so much fluctuate

And oh how the light is turning, the sun is shining down on my face

It feels like it's my new beginning and I am in a higher place

But I don't know how I had fallen so far down before

I thought things had gotten as bad as they could

But then there was always something more

And I had to try so hard to clean up every mess

That I had stumbled upon

But once I finally gave up, it seems that everything

Worked out on it's own

My family had such a rough drought

That resulted in some of us splitting separate ways

Cause talking is cheap when there is no sincerity

And some people never change

From friends that had falsely accused me

To work feeling like there was too much on my plate

I felt like my whole world was crashing down

But you were there to take away my pain